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Monday, April 28th, 2008
5:50 am
sdfjdklfjkfgkgjkf wryyyyyyyy

These textures look hideous. >(

OKAY FOR ANYONE EVER WHO USES 3DS MAX: NEVER TOUCH THE TERRAIN MODIFIER UNLESS YOU KNOW FOR ABSOLUTE CERTAIN WHAT YOU'RE DOING.

The triangles... the n-gons... oh god the horror.

Tried to unwrap this terrain to make purdy textures... and the mesh was a MESS.

So yes, if you are ever making a terrain; MAKE A PLANE, CONVERT TO EDITABLE POLY AND DO SOME VERT PULLING.

Vert pulling... that sounds mildly dirty >D

...Okay, now to figure out how to make a constrained path. LKDLKSDLALGG;JLKFJKLG HAVE NOT DONE THIS SINCE SOPHOMORE YEAR AGH HELP MEEEEEEEE TUTORIALS WHY DO YOU NOT MAKE SENSE T_T

ohayginkogotacceptedyay!

current mood: PANICKED

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Saturday, April 26th, 2008
6:23 pm
SO I HEARD U LIEK MUDKIPS.Collapse )

TL;DR: Fourth season of Doctor Who is awesome.
Mum is doing better.
Thesis is thesising.
Oreos are delicious.

current mood: enthralled

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Saturday, April 19th, 2008
11:01 am
I haven't the foggiest what it is about the Myst soundtrack that just makes EVERYTHING better.

Between mum in hospital (again}, Diana dying, Ziggy still being sick, the fact I'm not nearly as far along on thesis as I'd like to be AND WE HAVE FINAL CRITIQUE WEDNESDAY, I've been feeling pretty sick, dizzy and oh my god stress in general, I've been needing a pick me up. Moody music from old games just cheers me up no end.

I can't wait for this year to be over. I want to go home, visit with mum and dad, see my pets that haven't died, and just visit with friends I haven't seen in a long while. I've been drained emotionally but I feel like if I break down now, nothing will get better.

Yep. Just like senior year of high school. ONLY I HAVEN'T SHUT DOWN YET, CONSMAPPIT.

I'm gonna go check to see if that broccoli in the fridge is still good. AND IF IT IS, GODDAMMIT I'M GOING TO SAVEALOT, BUYING SOME RANCH DRESSING AND A BAG OF FUCKING CHEETOS.

...I've been having some weird cravings lately.

I need a hot older woman to love me like the fuzzy little leshbean I am >_

current mood: determined

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Wednesday, December 5th, 2007
12:08 pm
I have ten words for you.

Snow.

SNOW SNOW SNOW.

Snooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow~

SNO-OOOOOOOOOOH SNOW

snow snow

SNOW

That is all.

current mood: ICY PRECIPITATION

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Tuesday, December 4th, 2007
7:19 pm
Christmas is coming down on me like a great big red and green tidal wave. To some degree, I'm terrified. To another, I'm looking forward to it. I like getting people presents. I always try to get people something they want or need.

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current mood: contemplative

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Friday, November 30th, 2007
1:21 pm - My X-Mas List
With the news that Billie Piper is coming back for the 4th season of Doctor Who, I have compiled a Christmas list of what I want.

So, without further ado...

Dear RTD,

I've been a very good girl this year and by that I mean I haven't but who's keeping track? and here is what I want for Christmas:

1. X-mas special: I want a cameo by Nine. I know I'm asking a lot, but just to see Eccleston clinging to an iceberg screaming "HALP!" would make the world a better place.

2. Steven Moffet to write most of the episodes. RTD you lost your writing privileges after the Tinkerbell!Jesus incident. No seriously. Is Tennant!Crack that contagious?

3. Jack/Mickey/Jake threesome.

4. Moar Mastar.

5. Doktar and Rose snoggin's, fluff, and happy!yay!whee! reunion.

6. Five back yes plz.

7. Lot's of Mastar.

8. Donna, Martha, Jack and Rose loling at Doktar.

9. Naked!Jack.

10. Jack/Doctor/Rose threesome.

....What?

11. Jackie and Donna bonding over Doctor!Abuse

12. Rose back for another season.

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Tuesday, November 27th, 2007
11:27 am - Bananas are good. So are fried shrimp.
It's one of those weird mornings. You know, the kind where you actually go to bed before one o-clock in the morning and all of a sudden you're well rested and full of energy and all you can do is sit around listening to a teacher RANT.

I've been painting and paint-sketching a lot. In photoshop, not on canvas. I can't afford physical media, and digital media is an equally good outlet and I don't have to deal with the fumes.

I'm in the Brown Center right now, and Theresa is watching YouTube videos full of kittens and it's just making my morning a bright and cuddly thing. Also, she brought in volumes nine and ten of Nodame Cantabile which gives me much joy and Squeegles.

Also, this is the most delightful animation on the planet:



Delve into the joygleeyay!

This morning brought further joy when I checked the time_and_chips comm to find wonderful news that Billie Piper will be returning to Doctor Who for season four and a whole bunch of specials. Ooooh I was joytastic. Rose/Doctor has become one of my favourite OTPs falling short of Michiru/Haruka only on account of Michiru/Haruka being my oldest and most beloved pairing full of adorable.

Rewatching S1 and S2 of the-

oh my christ, Theresa just brought up the old Kikkoman flash animations. Oh Japan. I love the crack you export into the world.

Anyway, back to S1 and S2 of Doctor Who. Been needing a Billie Piper fix and I can't find any torrents of Secret Diaries of a Call Girl (DOOOOOOOOO WANT).

...Okay interrupted from journal entry again, this time by delicious lunch. I L Mer & Kerri, they bring much joy. Especially Doctor = Captain Planet. Eyebrows, Sideburns, Mole-between-the-shoulder-blades, Big Hair, and Ten-inch tiemcock. By their powers combined-

...Yeah I went there. I regret nothing!

In any case, this entry is mindless rambling but god do I love mindless rambling.

Love,

Jabbers

current mood: dirty

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Sunday, November 18th, 2007
6:52 pm
OMG so the rumours about there being singing John Barrowman were lies. Oh well, it was still a wonderful seven minute special. Full of vegetable envy~

It was nice to see Peter Davison back on Who. He was my second Doctor and full of so much love and wheeling around in circles :D

Also, just watched Blackpool. BBC can't seem to do a serious cop drama without some element of crack. Life On Mars, you have the whole time travel thing. Blackpool has the singing and dancing.

This weekend was wonderful! Keels came down for the weekend. We went to the inner harbor first day and there was California pizza kitchen and our waiter was fantastic. He flirted a bit with Keels and Kerri, and we had colouring books and crayons. It was lovely.

We went to the mall yesterday, with Mer too, and spent about four hours there. I bought my first designer lipstick too! I've never been that girly before. It was kind of fun. Don't think I'll be doing it again anytime soon. But it was fun and great and all sorts of other things, and really helped clear some of the cobwebs and get my creative juices flowing.

I can't wait to go home for Thanksgiving break. I miss my mum and dad a lot and I'll really enjoy seeing them.

Mum's doing physical therapy right now. Dad says it's doing her good and the MS isn't spreading as fast so it's mostly good news.

Our power's out (Keels blew a fuse! GO KEELS!) so it's the Brown Center for intertubes tiem! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY~

Anyway, it was a great weekend~

So, Jabbers out!

current mood: accomplished

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Wednesday, November 14th, 2007
11:18 am
ALSO TOTALLY RANDOM

IN THE CHILDREN IN NEED (Doctor Who) SPECIAL ON FRIDAY NOT ONLY WILL THERE BE FIVE AND TEN, THERE WILL BE JACK HARKNESS (CLEVERLY DISGUISED AS JOHN BARROWMAN) SINGING.

THAT IS ALL.


I shall now spend the rest of my thesis class rolling around in pure, glowing pink radiating JOY and SPARKLES like a magical girl on CRACK.

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

yaysinging!

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11:08 am
MASSIVE ICON UPDATE:

http://community.livejournal.com/jabber_aicons/844.html#cutid1

Go have fun. Remember to credit kids~

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Sunday, November 4th, 2007
1:23 am
So.

I thought I wouldn't be updating with anymore fun story tiem yay whee! stuff but omg, here we go.

Just got done talking to campus safety and the police.

Why? Well, on one of our little late night runs to Rite Aid for caffeine, Kerri and I had an encounter with Baltimore's finest. Yeah, we got mugged. Yes he had a gun.

Yeah, it was scary as hell, and at the moment I'm really glad we're here right now laughing it off.

Now, the funny part of the story:

Between the two of us, we had a total of 4$ on us. Yep. All that work for some pocket change. And we didn't even have our cell phones on us so he could pawn 'em.

Other funny story? The two police officers we talked to were about 25 feet away, parked in the alley.

LOL Baltimore. You just hopped on the failbus and drove straight to failtown tonight.

And all I can really think of right now is "Goddammit, couldn't he have mugged us after I got my vitamin water? ...Bastard."

current mood: aggravated

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Saturday, November 3rd, 2007
5:48 pm
Well, nothing new to really talk about. Working on thesis, doodling, comicing, and getting stuff together for my cosplay at Katsucon. I'll be doing Rose from the Idiots Lantern (because Billie Piper was more hot in that episode than usual. That and I just sort of naturally gravitate to the colour pink), Karin's WWI uniform from Shadow Hearts: Covenant (Karin is one smokin' MILF), and Jessica from Lunar.

Exciting, y/n?

Now to get to the real meat of my post! Amusing wonderful things.

One! It's story time.

So once upon a time there were two happy roommates named Kerri and Ainsley. Every night they'd make a long and laborious trek to the distant Rite Aid (the one that's like seven blocks away as opposed to two because we're weird creatures of habit that's been instilled in us from our time at Sutton Place). This particular night was November 1st, when all the Halloween candy was on sale. As per usual, I'm up and down the display like the proverbial kid in a candy store (as opposed to the reality of a 22 year old art student in a 24 hour Rite Aid), when I spy with my little eye a humongor bag of KitKats. Oh shit yes! I hear my little brain cells squee with joy and I make a dive for the bag.

Don't get between me and my deliciously thin wafers covered in creamy milk chocolate joy. JUST DON'T OKAY.

Unexpectedly, there is a big tall manly man walking down the aisle and he doesn't see me molesting gathering this bag of Kit Kats and he very nearly trips over me. Of course we both proceed to apologize profusely, but he's more amused than anything, and says something along the lines of "It was just so hard to see you, you're like a little munchkin!"

It was pretty much all downhill from there. Of course it took a dive off the cliff when he started singing the lolipop guild song. I'd be inclined to call him a right bastard if it wasn't the funniest thing ever.

Onto thing number two! Now for those who may read my rarely-updated little blog of things going on and such I GIVE THIS NEXT PART AN NC-17 RATING. NO SERIOUSLY. THERE'S LIKE SEX AND STUFF.

So, I'm living with Kerri in a nice little apartment on Bolton Hill. It's pretty. Trees, grass, bricks, considerably less crack-addicted hobos. Nice change.

One fine night, I hear a moan. Muffled. I have my music on so I'm not terribly sure where it's coming from. I consider the possibility that it may be Kerri in excruciating agony brought on by repetitive stress injuries (poor thing). I peek my head out the door, but she's at her computer looking considerably relaxed and a severe lacking of Z'OMG TEH PAIN. Not to mention she's not really someone who would moan in pain. So I figure it was probably something from outside, WHATEVER.

A few nights later I hear more moaning, the rocking of bedsprings and this time a man's voice. Finally it all clicks and I'm like "LOL O RLY."

Of course they're going at it now, and the chick is giving off a grand performance while I'm typing this, which leads me to believe she's probably faking it for the sake of the bloke's ego. I mean, I've had some good sex before, but I've never, and the girl's I've been with, have never had the urge to howl like a Fat Lady mezzo soprano in a grande finale.

YEAH I TOLD U THAR WAS GOIN T'BE SEXIN'S IN MAH JOURNAL. HOLY SHIT.

Well, they're done now so I'm going back to roleplaying and colouring backgrounds.

...

I think next time I'm in Connecticut I'm going to find me a nice young lady. People in Baltimore are just too skeevy.

Also a link to my massive batches of icons: jabber_aicons

Speaking of which I have an ASSLOAD of Doctor Who, Sailormoon, Ico, and Firefly icons to post...

current mood: accomplished

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Tuesday, June 26th, 2007
3:56 pm
HI EVERYONE~! Jabbermod here with some fantastic news!

I've updated the contact list; http://community.livejournal.com/fandangohigh/172374.html fixed all errors and hopefully everyone is now able to AIM.

So yaaaay~!

~Goes back to playing with puzzles~

current mood: amused

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Wednesday, June 13th, 2007
3:58 am
Haven't updated in a while, so I figured it was about that time, eh chaps?

Here, have some icons ♥

Massive Icon Post:

Get Backers: (Preview: )
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Shadow Hearts: (Preview: Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket)
Shadow HeartsCollapse )

Ayatsuri Sakon: (Preview: Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket)
Ayatsuri SakonCollapse )

Yoroiden Samurai Troopers (Preview: Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket)
Samurai TroopersCollapse )

Plastic Little (Preview: Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket)
Plastic LittleCollapse )

Juuni Kokki (Preview: Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket)
Juuni KokkiCollapse )

Sailor Moon (Preview: Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket)

Sailor MoonCollapse )

Whisper of the Heart (Preview: Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket)

Whisper of the HeartCollapse )

Final Fantasy XII (Preview: Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket)

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Shadow of the Colossus (Preview: Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket )

Shadow of the ColossusCollapse )

Kyou Kara Maou (Preview: Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket)

Kyou Kara MaouCollapse )

Shojo Kakumei Utena (Preview: Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket)
Shojo Kakumei UtenaCollapse )

ICO (Preview: Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket)
ICOCollapse )

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Sunday, January 14th, 2007
1:06 am - The Jabpire Strikes Back
Sometimes, I really wish my parents had adopted or crapped out a sibling for me. Something that would have made talking to people, particularly hip, arty people more bearable. Or at least tolerable. I'm one of those people who's easily irritated, and I'm not good at hiding it, especially around people with a bug up their ass.

Yeah, I probably bombed at the paper moon, but it was worth a shot (and the long walk there through the skeevy part of Baltimore. I'd prefer not to do that again without someone with me though). I'm gonna do more job hunting this weekend. Inner harbor should have ceased to be purple by then.

My angst about being socially inept aside, I got FFXII and Tales From the Abyss!

Both games are ridiculously good.

Since I've played pretty far into both, I'll through down my impressions thus far:

FFXIICollapse )

Tales of the AbyssCollapse )

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Friday, December 8th, 2006
11:29 am
WFGNHYAIUFFJDFJKL;D!!!!!111!1qone

Finals.

3 animations, plus taking into consideration I need time to render the 3D final (bleh) and two papers.

Not bad actually. I just wish I hadn't left some stuff to the last minute.

In other news: HAY GUYZ FANDANGO WILL BE STARTING SOON.

So, if you have a character on reserve, I suggest apping as soon as you have the time. Also, I'm bloody freezing. This room is like, 75 degrees and I've donned my fleece jacket and am shivering. I'm either reptilian or I need to get some sleep.

In any case, I'm very excited for Fandango. Not only do I get to play two of my favourite OTPs, I also get to play a mostly canon Yuri Hyuga. Oh my silly Russian man with his amazing buttflaps and thong clad fusion. ~Joygasm~

Hmm... I'm thinking of getting food at Sutton Sammich. I'm also thinking of going on a diet. Both of which are appealing since the first involves yummy food, and the second involves eventually having a reason to shave my bikini line.

Hmmm

I want to make an Alice cosplay for Katsu. I really love her a lot since she's like everything Aerith should have been. You know, having a personality outside of the 'Nice Girl' archtype, and a tendency to take the term 'Bible thumping' a tad literally.

Yuri: Monsters! Omg!

Alice: ~SMASHES THEM WITH A BIBLE!~ ♥

Yuri: I am so turned on right now.


.......I don't want to replay Shadow Hearts. I don't know what you're talking about.

Also, I'm close to having enough money to buy the DVD boxset of YST. I really do want to rewatch that series since I haven't actually seen past the fourth episode since 7th grade. I also want to rewatch the Stars season of Sailormoon. Stars made R and SuperS worth that sugary sweet torture. ~shudder~

...though the second part of R wasn't that bad.

Deathnote anime is ridiculously sexy. I don't know what it is about Obata's manga always translating to anime very, very well, but they do. Speaking of, I've had a Hikaru no Go craving lately. God that was a cute and heartbreaking little series. Also, after the first few episodes of "WTF", Honey and Clover has redeemed itself. Morita, you are my hero.

Morita: ~ROLLS!~

Pants, I reject you. I want my PJs. :P

current mood: chipper

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Wednesday, November 15th, 2006
12:21 am - HAY U GUYZ
Fandango is going to start accepting applications! So~~~ start applying (and obviously, pimp this game to your friends).

Okay. I'm off to go make Fandango adds. Kerri, I'll poke you sometime with what I've done just to clear it witchuu oh mighty Studmuffin

current mood: amused

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Friday, October 27th, 2006
9:36 am - THIS SHIT IS BANANAS
Fridays always make me happy. They tend to include sleep, computer animation and Rich wearing a hat that would make Jayne proud. His hat. Has pigtails.

OMFG.

Not to mention fridays include ANIME CLUB.

As you might have noticed, I've updated my icons to include some of my favourites.

WTF Ronin Warriors, you make my inner child smile.


I really love the animation department. It's one of the most fun departments at this school because it's full of artists who aren't all 'ART IS SERIOUS BUSINESS U GUYZ'. Yeah, my critical theory today class is full of pretentious art whores, and I don't have the patience at 9 o-clock on a thursday to pretend to be smart. Especially when I'd rather the class be To the Underworld And Back.

GOD THAT CLASSROOM MAKES ME WANT TO SLEEP.

Warm places tend to do that.

Mmm, enjoying Epithmo and Greenwood A LOT. I'm happy to have revived Haruka. Which will make it up to 3 characters I play voiced by the powerful, the pleasurable, and incredibly androgynous Megumi Ogata ~has seckz with~ Also VERY excited about Fandango, because omgwtfShuu! ...I need to make more Touma icons. I've made like, 3. AND LIKE 1892343794783598457589067869085340985693684526542314 of Shuu and Shin fluffing at eacho ther like the gayboys they are.

IN OTHER NEWS I'M SITTING IN MY COMPUTER ANIMATION CLASS TYPING THIS :D

I'm feeling uninspired. I don't feel like modeling. I feel like sleeping because my internal clock is being a total cockbite.

Also: http://www.playbyweb.com/fantasy3.php?_c=107404&_u=19927&_r=char1.php&_b=12531

I have to pimp it yo. PIIIIIIIIMP.



So yeah, besides this being a ridiculously pointless entry, I've been drawing a lot of Indian four armed snake women. Tres hawt. AND IT HAS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH MY OBSESSION WITH SNAKES ON A PLANE. That movie is love I tell you. LOVE.

current mood: snakes on a plane u guys

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Sunday, October 15th, 2006
1:27 pm
Because Jabbers loves y'all like a lot.

In other news, I'm home, and just sitting on my ass making Kyou Kara Maou icons and playing Okami.

Speaking of Okami, I'm like ONE OF THE BEST GAMES EVER.

Jabbers list of Best Games EVAR omg:

1. The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time
2. The Legend of Zelda: Link to the Past
3. Shadow of the Collossus / Okami (they tie, wtf...)
4. ICO
5. Shadow Hearts II: Covenant
6. Shadow Hearts
7. Shadow Hearts III: From the New World
8. Jak III
9. Jak and Daxter
10. Koudelka
11. Super Mario Brothers ♥
12. The Legend of Zelda: Windwaker
13. Final Fantasy VI
14. Final Fantasy X
15. Final Fantasy VII

Yeah, I'm going to be shot because FFVII is at the bottom of my list BUT OMG THAT GAME IS JUST SO UKE.

...does this mean in my mind OoT is the ULTIMATE SEME of games?

current mood: WTF

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Thursday, October 12th, 2006
1:57 am - Hold up a candle right up to my hand
I'M NOT MAKING SHUU x SHIN ICONS WHEN I SHOULD BE DOING MY BULL SHIT CRITICAL THEORY TODAY ESSAY NOT AT ALL I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT.

Yeah, like Naru, I'm really psyched for Fandango High. I've already done rough sketches of the school mascot, Consuelo the Flemencoing Flamingo (here: http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b365/Jabberwocky_Ai/Untitled-5.png). I've also decided on the characters I'm gonna be playing ♥

Shuu Lei Faun (Yoroiden Samurai Troopers) YAY FOR 80s SHOUNEN (ai) ANIME

Wakaba (Revolutionary Girl Utena)

Gunther (Gunter?) (Kyou Kara Maou) YAY FOR MORE CRACK/MATCHING FIRST LETTER OF THE NAME SHIPPING FROM NARU AND ME omfg Capslocks XDD

Yuri Hyuga (Shadow Hearts Covenant) Because the world needs cranky janitors.

Would anyone happen to have that picture of Seiji attacking Ryo's head with his crotch? I kinda want it to make icons with.


Oh, one more thing; I have a new AIM screen name which I'll be on when I seriously don't feel like being badgered by parental units. You can harrass me at 'Jabberkins' ♥ Yes I'll still be online a lot as JabberwockyAi. Jabberkins is just to occasionally avoid the parentals since dad has this annoying habit of IMing me when I'm trying to work. :3

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